For some of you who might be wondering how I am doing these days, I am kindly putting some peaces of my life here, or that's just what I'm trying to, and I'm gonna try to bring only things that are worth to tell. Woops, well, then, will there be any?
Right now I'm listening to this Italian Cellist, named 'Giovanni Sollima's cello playing which makes my mind so busy, complicated confused in a sensitive way. I think it was a good choice for a background music for now, because I am dealing with something really confusing and complicated, it's called 'my life'.
I don't know where to start, and I don't know why I strated either. Somehow it occurs me now that I really have nothing to say. You must have some kind of connection or things in common when you talk to someone, and I'm trying to figure out if I have anything here and if so, what that could be.
Well, 'No importa.' I can just leave some traces of my life here and let anybody whoever wants to enjoy it or tolerate it. Even if I don't have any guest here, that's alright. I'm ready for accept the provement how I've been living until now. Well, no visitor doesn't mean that I've been living in a wrong way, either, anyway. I just don't have so many friends who can read me in English or who are really active internet user. I'm the strange one among my friends.
Bueno, today I wanted to make a little coment for each of what has happend to me for a while. There are things that I want to remember and think about what kind of meaning they have in my life. That was what pushed me to suddenly write this stuff, even though they were not any of major change or something crucial.
1. Allal has left. He has been my best friend for the last two years. I am so grateful that I had him as my friend. He has showed me how to be stronger in life, how to have confidence in life, how to be more faithful, and he always has warned me for my weaknesses and encouraged me for my strenths and pushed me to work harder on what I do. He's now back to his family. He seems so happy to be with his son and I am so happy for him, too. I will always remember him and wish best for him.
2. The chatting stuff. Nowadays I'm kind of addicted to the chatting. I started this to improve my spanish. I have met lots of people from all over the world, well, not really from all over the world but only in spanish speaking countries. But, when you think how many countries speak spanish, it is quite a lot. I have made some comlombian friends, spanish friends, and one from uruguay, chile, etc.... Although I lost contact with some of them, but the ones that still are in contact with me are now my good friends. They say 'hi' whenever I log in msn, they would talk to me for and hour or two about anything in their life, and they from time to time send me e mails with music recommendation or little beautiful stories or their photos. So I am having so much fun nowadays. Well, in the process, there have been some kind of nasty guys or freaks, but I'm not a freak, so we couldn't make friends with each other. Like I always think, in life, there must be a little nice surprise sometimes to make a life more colorful. I now hay friends with whom I can share my interest about movie, or music and etc. And I'm happy. Estoy contenta!
3. I got a second prize for the Spanish Contest hosted by Spanish faculty of my school. That was an event happened before they throwed a party for Spanish majoring students that night. I told people a stupid fairy tale wich didn't even make sense at all, but my acting was so real and I didn't forget the line and professors loved my acting and my Spanish prononciation so they thought I deserved that award. I feel proud of myself.
4. I got an offer from one of my professors of Spanish faculty to study in our school's graduate school. I might be beneficial of scholarship and I don't have to pay for the tuition, I will be able to have my own office to study, I will be able to get all of those connections to build up my career, and finally, who knows? I could be one of them teaching students at university. This was aquite big offer but I didn't answer anything yet, because I'm not sure if I stay here any longer I can survive. However, it was good to be chosen and offered.
5. Let go of the past. I always think the best way is to learn from the past and then forget about it and accept the way it is. And I'm doing quite well, now. ^^Y.
Right now I'm listening to this Italian Cellist, named 'Giovanni Sollima's cello playing which makes my mind so busy, complicated confused in a sensitive way. I think it was a good choice for a background music for now, because I am dealing with something really confusing and complicated, it's called 'my life'.
I don't know where to start, and I don't know why I strated either. Somehow it occurs me now that I really have nothing to say. You must have some kind of connection or things in common when you talk to someone, and I'm trying to figure out if I have anything here and if so, what that could be.
Well, 'No importa.' I can just leave some traces of my life here and let anybody whoever wants to enjoy it or tolerate it. Even if I don't have any guest here, that's alright. I'm ready for accept the provement how I've been living until now. Well, no visitor doesn't mean that I've been living in a wrong way, either, anyway. I just don't have so many friends who can read me in English or who are really active internet user. I'm the strange one among my friends.
Bueno, today I wanted to make a little coment for each of what has happend to me for a while. There are things that I want to remember and think about what kind of meaning they have in my life. That was what pushed me to suddenly write this stuff, even though they were not any of major change or something crucial.
1. Allal has left. He has been my best friend for the last two years. I am so grateful that I had him as my friend. He has showed me how to be stronger in life, how to have confidence in life, how to be more faithful, and he always has warned me for my weaknesses and encouraged me for my strenths and pushed me to work harder on what I do. He's now back to his family. He seems so happy to be with his son and I am so happy for him, too. I will always remember him and wish best for him.
2. The chatting stuff. Nowadays I'm kind of addicted to the chatting. I started this to improve my spanish. I have met lots of people from all over the world, well, not really from all over the world but only in spanish speaking countries. But, when you think how many countries speak spanish, it is quite a lot. I have made some comlombian friends, spanish friends, and one from uruguay, chile, etc.... Although I lost contact with some of them, but the ones that still are in contact with me are now my good friends. They say 'hi' whenever I log in msn, they would talk to me for and hour or two about anything in their life, and they from time to time send me e mails with music recommendation or little beautiful stories or their photos. So I am having so much fun nowadays. Well, in the process, there have been some kind of nasty guys or freaks, but I'm not a freak, so we couldn't make friends with each other. Like I always think, in life, there must be a little nice surprise sometimes to make a life more colorful. I now hay friends with whom I can share my interest about movie, or music and etc. And I'm happy. Estoy contenta!
3. I got a second prize for the Spanish Contest hosted by Spanish faculty of my school. That was an event happened before they throwed a party for Spanish majoring students that night. I told people a stupid fairy tale wich didn't even make sense at all, but my acting was so real and I didn't forget the line and professors loved my acting and my Spanish prononciation so they thought I deserved that award. I feel proud of myself.
4. I got an offer from one of my professors of Spanish faculty to study in our school's graduate school. I might be beneficial of scholarship and I don't have to pay for the tuition, I will be able to have my own office to study, I will be able to get all of those connections to build up my career, and finally, who knows? I could be one of them teaching students at university. This was aquite big offer but I didn't answer anything yet, because I'm not sure if I stay here any longer I can survive. However, it was good to be chosen and offered.
5. Let go of the past. I always think the best way is to learn from the past and then forget about it and accept the way it is. And I'm doing quite well, now. ^^Y.
2 comments:
hi,
congratulations 'cause ur prize, ¡te lo mereces! además que le pones mucho ímpetu a todo, y así es como se consiguen las cosas.
espero recibir noticias tuyas pronto, yo también prometo escribirte esta semana, he estado muy atareada y encima también estuve un poco enferma.
besos
alazne
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